its becoming a habit..
i became happy for a while..
then the hurt of seeing him with another..
i move on to forget..
and i fell again..
happiness that seems to last..
only to realize that it was just a dream..
he already has someone in his heart..
so i'm trying again to move on..
and so the cycle.. a habit..
questions.. that my sane mind don't want to entertain..
but in a time like this.. i can't help myself..
i only want one thing.. and yet, i can't seem to have a hold of it.. :(