confirmed

it's confirmed..

just this monday, when i told A everything, i still have doubts in my mind.. what i told her was all assumptions on my part..

because like what A said, of all people, that girl?!? they never gave a clue.. it's all so sudden.. how come? how did it happen? all this questions..

and now, thursday, she posted a picture on her avatar.. and that concludes everything..

what am i feeling now?

numb.. jaded.. weary..

i know i'm talking nonsense here.. i just want to let it all out..