confirmed

it's confirmed..

just this monday, when i told A everything, i still have doubts in my mind.. what i told her was all assumptions on my part..

because like what A said, of all people, that girl?!? they never gave a clue.. it's all so sudden.. how come? how did it happen? all this questions..

and now, thursday, she posted a picture on her avatar.. and that concludes everything..

what am i feeling now?

numb.. jaded.. weary..

i know i'm talking nonsense here.. i just want to let it all out..

sleep

sleep eludes me again..

and again..

tired.. exhausted..

both my body and mind were..

but still..

so please..

let me sleep easily tonight...